some girls are bigger than others

"parade through the pouring rain
 nobody here knows my name

 i don't know what i'm doing here
 i'm just putting my life on hold
 and i don't know
 where the hell i got the idea
 that i'd be better off alone

 i'd settle for anyone
 who'd say they'd dance the night away with me
 i've got no party to go to
 got no friends in this town"

detta är såklart inte helt sant och heller inte alls så illa som det låter,
det kändes bara jävligt träffande en natt som denna. nu ska jag lägga mig.